Thanks everyone for your kind words and encouragement. It really helps to know that you can reach out and some one will take your hand for awhile and help you through.
Well, I take each day at a time and it seems the funny stuff is really funny and I laugh really hard and the sad stuff is just respected for what it is. Sad stuff or stressfull stuff has lost it's sting and I now look at it with as little emotion as possible except to respect the situation and do the best to deal with it. If that is what they call putting up a wall then so be it but getting depressed or making myself sick over things I cannot control is not going to help any one especially me.
Here are my plans for the future....!
I want to go to Irland and kiss the best looking guy there.
I will get into a size 9 by dancing every day and laughing until it hurts.
I want to ride horses again and play the french horn again.
I will write one letter a month until I have written every person I hold dear to let them know I love them.
I want to be the best Grandma in the world.
I am going to volunteer at the hospital to hold babies and children who are sick and who's parents can't be there.
I want to fall asleep in the arms of my daughters every once and awhile.
I want to pray like it may be my last prayer.
And....I want to make 3 people smile every day.
3 comments:
well you made me smile!!! Thats one for the day. And the whole Ireland plan take me with you and I will kiss the the runner up!!! lots of love lindsey rae
Hey mama, love the list. I agree with Lindsey, you should take good company with you to Ireland and I would love to go. Love you more than you will ever know.
you always make me smile! :) what an awesome way to look forward to the new year. i pray that you are all doing well and hope to see you soon. lots of love, anita & the fam
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