O.k, back in the saddle again, after computer crashing....I think it was because I opened an account on facebook and right after it crashed I had heard allot of people were having problems with face book so I don't think I will be going back to it,,,,it cost me too much time and stress getting my computer back and I lost everything on it...yikes!!!

So let's see, well Dad is doing well, the Chemo didn't do too much but the radiation did help with the pain so he is going to go for more radiation and he is starting to gain some weight back again to that is great news. My Sister Tawnee just moved back to AZ from UT with her kids and they are staying at Mom and Dads, Zsaneen and Joseph moved out of my house and into their rental just when Tawnee was on her way down so I moved back into my house so Tawnee could stay with mom and dad....pphheewwww!! confusing...yep I know!

Just trying to keep my head up and stay positive so I am on a total do positive be positive, eat good, be good, exercise, and just an overall take care of myself and try to be a better person. This world is so full of stress that it is killing us all so STRESS is my new enemy. I want to fill my life with positive good stuff, kinda like penicillin for stress. It is hard to change your life habits of stressing over everything and being responsible for all things, and I always felt that it was my job to stress over everything and take care of everything,,,but guess what I'm retiring from stress. Well, as much as possible as you'd probably have to be dead not to feel stress or have a little stress in you life.

Today I have an appointment with a Heart Specialist and I'm going to see what can be done with my bummm ticker. He is going to tell me that a miracle has happened and that I am absolutely healed and I could run a marathon if I wanted. Positive thinking,,,,positive thinking....

I'm at Ala's right now visiting with the fam, stayed the night since my Dr.s appt is in Tucson. The kiddies are all getting so darn big. I am trying to talk Ala into coming over to my house and spending a few days since there is no school this week for the kids. It would be great to have them back into the country getting dirty and chasing javalinas.

Well, my peeps, hope to hear from you all and now that I am back in the saddle, as far as my computer, I will visit your blogs soon.